frustration

i can't sleep ever...it' no good. I don't have the energy to write a long post tonight.
I miss him, even though I shouldn't. I hate how the attraction won't just go away and leave my heart alone. It's like every 3 days my heart freaks out about it.

then i realize that the risk isn't worth the loss. I'd just rather not.

we had some yummy shrimp scampi tonight. my tummy is full. I want to go to the store and get some weight-loss pills.

I feel like i'm practicing my non-brand name writing.
i wonder what happend to the old wooden wishing well we used to have in the front yard? Hmm, that was random. It was made out of scraps of 2x4s. It looked cool when i was a kid anyway!

ok. time to let the goonies put me to sleep!